User blog comment:Dreamergirl3000/The True Story...../@comment-11372432-20140728111100

I once believed my life was normal and I felt the same way, but then I realized that no one's life is normal. And there really isn't any exceptions to that rule. And as for the whole "not understanding" bit, how shall I put this? Ah, here's one: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm sure you know how it feels to be the only, I'll use the term "geek" here, in your family? Well, I'll admit my brother is one as well, but none of the family members with any clout are, so there's that. At least they're tolerant of it. I can't really say the same about the fact that I'm gay. They THINK they're tolerant of it, but I doubt voting for politicians who bag on gay people and voting against gay rights is very tolerant. They believe not trying to convert someone or condemning them is tolerance when that's the bare minumum of what's required to be a decent human being.

BTW, no one in my life knows I'm here either, if it isn't obvious lol. And I really should keep it zipped as I am a prolific user here and I know people that go to this site. I let off steam here. I'm actually much more subdued IRL, but that's really thanks to me being here, doing what I do here lol. And if your family didn't love you, you'd know it. Love and understanding are two different things. Trust me as the first paragraph is the truth lol.

And who you are right now is fine, really, but realize that life changes and so should you. If it becomes difficult to be something and still continue on, don't be afraid to discard it. You may find something better, trust me. And one final thing: here is part of the lyrics to the Buddyfight opening and I think you need to read it and understand it:

"Meaningless fantasies of what the future brings, we dont need those goals, we dont need to dream"