Thread:RaijinSenshi19/@comment-6102960-20150720152140/@comment-10483040-20150720164448

I understand the idea of trying so hard on things only for failure,I basically lived my life like that from the day I was born into this accursed world. 3 days into this world and I was diagnosed with Double Inlet Left Ventricle, a heart defect which makes my body harder to do physical tasks like sports or lifting. I only have 1 working pumping chamber in my body and it completely sucks. I never knew I was so different from people until I saw my scars for the first time. Then as my body grew, I had to be seperated from sports and P.E Classes for over exhaustion and pumping my heart too much. I can barely even do community work, as last year in high school. We had an event where we were making boxed lunches for people in starving countries. Since I really didnt have any idea what I was doing, I went to box moving duty, and the idiots who I was working it all Jacked off in the damn truck, leaving me to carry ALL THE BOXES TO THE TRUCK FOR 2 HOURS!!! Once the event was over, I collapsed and the school was nervous if they needed to call the Ambulance.I could never be strong with my body...so I thought I could be smart, after all I was one of the top of my class in middle school! I can keep it up...right....? High School had everyone smarter then me on basic things. Math, Geography,ANYTHING!!! I couldnt get it. So if I cane be smart or strong...what can I do? Those didnt help since my family was finally falling apart...Multiple family deaths ,buisnesses and the stresses of life were getting to them...just....I could barely do anything since I...im a timid person..I couldnt even play card games cause...I had no money...My parents wouldnt pay...and I had no transportation... You...are not like me. You have an amazing talent for art, Ive seen every piece as they are so amazing! I was shocked they were so good! You dont need some bloody Face Cam, Your voice and reactions are more then enough! And if you want to record games, JUST ASK SERGE!He does though videos for his game all the time. You have potential to be amazing in this world. Do not let a stupid, STUPID Youtube path depress you. You do not have limitations, you can break them! YOU CAN BECOME THE GREATEST!!!!!