User blog:EHeroMatty/Thoughts on Cancellation of the EHeroMattys Updates

... Sigh. What is there to say?

I am really getting tired, Physically making these all the time yet I get nothing out of it. All I get is grief. A certain person even chosen someone else's update instead of mine, just because BIGGER people used the other update. What's the point of doing these, if they'll just be "erased"? all my hard work down the toilet all because i'm just an average guy...I'm not really a youtuber, or tournament champion or making it big, i'm just an average guy that does these for FUN.... and I want to see everyone smiling with the new cards because they're enjoying themselves and have a place to play. Just look, Buddyspoiler getting PAYED at times for their work...all I get is nothing. but eh, that's nothing out of the ordinary on my side, I guess. At times, I felt like leaving and giving up, I keep trying to hold onto that dream that stuffs going to change for the better...everyday is the same THING. I feel so useless to this game and towards everyone around me. So...yeah. I'm probably either going to take a long break from these or just flat out just...I dunno anymore. I'm sorry, but I'm just really frustrated. I'm just going to say...."Gimmie some time to think clearly about this"...and thanks.