User blog:Draugnav Ripple/Forging a path to my soul

"Forging a path to my soul"

To start it off, this isn't your usual blog post. I have a problem, and I'm hoping some of you can help me with this. So here goes:

'Listen and learn who I am on the inside: Inside of me, in my mind and soul, are 3 different main forms, 3 different warriors, and 3 different paths. For my main forms, there is Draugnav, there is normal me, and there is servant me. And yes, Draugnav is more than just an online name I use. Draugnav is the dark me, the one who lives in the shadows, who has no friends or family, who has sacraficed everything to try and protect everyone one day. Basically a Purgatory Knight. His buddy is "Purgatory Knight, Crossbow Dragon" and his avatar from Cardfight Vanguard is Star-vader, Infinite Zero Dragon. As you can see, both his buddy and his avatar are dillusional dragons, but there's a reason for that. Draugnav is the version of me who thinks long and hard as well as very very very deeply about the universe and dark things like Link Joker's lock ability. His path is to become non-existant, to shadow his exisence from even God, and to become Death himself. To destroy and kill all who he sees unfit to live. So, yes, I think this way alot these days. Get over it, why do you think I'm asking for your help. Next is the regular version of me, the dreamer, the one who wants to make everyone happy, but in the end gained Draugnav because of it. This is the everyday me, the one you see on the inside and the outside. I like to see people happy, nomatter how sad it makes me in the end. My buddy is "Fortune Dragon, Forbolka" and my avatar is "Covert Demonic Dragon, Magatsu Storm". AS you can see, one ifts you up while the other makes it rain and things like that. Theye're basically complete opposites. Reason why is because Forbolka brightens up my day when Draugnav brings it down, and Storm became my avatar because 1. he's a ninja. and 2. I love a good storm, it always brings out the perfect gentle cold breeze, both before and after the actual storm. This versions path is to... well I don't know, I just know this version wants to see a smile on everyone's face. And then there is the servent me, who will do just about what ever you say to keep from feeling pain. I hate it. He wishes to find strength, and put a stop to any form of pain what so ever. He has no buddy yet, but his avatar is "Great Silver Wolf, Garmore" at the moment. His path is not yet truly known, meaning I've yet to figure out where he'll lead me. But, I'm stuck, this is where I need your help. I can't figure out which path I wanna take, one leads me to darkness, another slightly light, so about a silverish section, and the other leads who knows where. Now, I'm have multiple personalities, so don't think that's the case. But, I don't know what to do, so could you help me? Tell me which path I need to follow, or if I need to make a new fresh path that combines all 3 current paths. Let me know what you think guys, I really need help with this, and could you also help me find a buddy and world for my servant form, he really needs some strength in dark painful times. Bye for now.'