Thread:EHeroMatty/@comment-11372432-20190908011511/@comment-11372432-20190909052421

And you don’t respond after all this time. Shocker. I’m sure you’re framing it in your mind and/or to others as “he’s being completely irrational so I will just ignore him”. Guess what? You’re wrong. In every way. Precisely because I’m rational, completely right, and you can’t ignore me.

Let me break this down for you. In one of the handy little screenshots I have in which you cowardly talk lies about me behind my back that you thought I would never see is the line (and I quote): “And then he only cares about him self if his feelings are hurt and not mine or anyone else” (by the way, good to know how much of a homophobic ass you are, going by the other stuff you said about me)

Remember that message I gave to you on this very wall about not wanting to be around you anymore? The one where I tried to put it as gently as possible? See, that was me trying not to hurt your feelings. I even went the extra mile to spare you from possible humiliation down the line and deleted the message myself later so people wouldn’t accidentally stumble upon it months or years later!

But this thread right here? That bolded line in my last message here? Yeah, see, now THAT is me not caring about your feelings! And you were the one who caused me to get to that point by saying those horrible things! So, now that line is officially correct but only in regards to you! Congratulations! You told half of a true thing for once in your life!

And what were those horrible things provoked by? I do believe it was over the fact that I’m doing my job as an admin here and getting rid of someone whose behavior was objectively bad! If anything, he got away with it for too long because I knew damn well people would push back like this! And that was before his suicide note! He doesn’t even care about being unbanned! How pathetically self-destructive are you?

As flr the things you want apologies from me over? You never asked for them at the time, now did you? You just held onto all that resentment on your own, probably for the sake of “preserving our friendship”. As if friends are like that. Actual friends talk to each other about such things. Actual friends shouldn’t have to read minds to find out how the other is feeling. Actual friends communicate with each other!

Not that I am sorry over anything I did. Not then and not now. And that there is the big difference between you and me. I actually avoid doing things I know I would regret later! Meanwhile, you go and do and say awful things that you later apologize for rather often. And of course, it’s usually to preserve a friendship and get people to like you again. You’re not actually sorry for it. Even if you think you mean it, you just repeat the same mistake later, anyways.

I just stopped wanting to be a part of that crap. Because, you see, people who are actually sorry for certain actions, don’t actually repeat said actions later! Oh, and as a quick aside, if the only consequence for an action is “terrible people will harass you for it”, that means it’s usually a good action to take and something to not regret later. If anything, the regret is is in not doing that action.

So, allow me to repeat myself, are you going to stop? Stop with all the lies? Stop with trying to paint me as crazy? Stop with the resentment and grudges? Stop with the defense of terrible behavior?

If you don’t, I will keep causing you “so much [bleeping] stress” (yes I am aware of that gem of a line too). I will keep going after you and hurting your feelings and reputation just as you have done mine for years now. And I will not regret a single second of it. Because if you don’t stop, I won’t either. And if you think you can last longer than I, you’re wrong.

I would have said “you don’t understand me”, but you have made it clear over the years I thought we were friends that you very much never have understood me. All you have to do is not talk to me or about me to anyone. Ever again. I will very much give you the exact same courtesy. If it seems difficult, try it for six months. And then another six months. And then a year. And then for the rest of your own self-destructive miserable life.

You might even find it pretty easy! Because if you dare do this crap to me again, no matter the time, I will very much smack you down in the way you deserve.

So, are you going to stop?