Thread:EHeroMatty/@comment-11372432-20190722103148

I am fully aware you never intended to harm me and so I accept it. I accept it for the sake of your conscience being clean. I am okay and am in a perfectly fine emotional state. You do not need to feel guilt for what all has transpired.

However, that does not make us friends again. I notice you do this cycle of self-destructive behavior and that such behavior can take in others, as well, as what has happened to me on a few occasions. It is clear that this cycle is not ending anytime soon from my observations. I can’t stop it, so here I am, just not wanting to be part of it. Sometimes you need to cut people out of your life, not because they have ill intent towards you, but just because they bring harm to you through their actions, even with good intentions. This is one of those times. I genuinely desire to see you change your ways, but regardless of what you do, we will no longer be friends.

If you are still hurt over this, seek support from your friends. If you wish to feel validated, seek it from your friends. If you have a hard time processing this, ask your friends. If your friends do not want to help you, then they are not your friends. You cannot demand friendship from another. That is why this is the extent I will go.

And lastly, I still very much say this while not caring if you remain here or leave. That is just how I feel. I do not hate you. I even wish you the best of luck, but we just cannot be friends anymore. If you want to know if people care if you leave, ask your friends. I am telling you to go to the people that are by your side at this moment and not towards those who are not. Friends will help you. Strangers may or may not. And if a person does not help you, they are not your friend.

I do not plan to respond to this. I plan to delete this in roughly 24 hours. You can choose to respond to this. I will assume you have read this either way. You may copy paste this whole message if you feel the need to read it later. As for anyone else reading this, you are not entitled to any answers to any questions you have. This is public for the sake of a record that people know I did this and he read it, not for more people to get involved. 