User blog comment:RaijinSenshi19/Hissatsu Call! Triple D Starter Decks!!/@comment-10483040-20160304201150/@comment-6102960-20160304224111

Okay, fine. I am just tired of putting in so much time and effort people to just simple not care, to just glance in the general direction for one second, and afterwards I could just rot away for all they cared.

It doesnt seem like I can do anything that is of interest or importance for anyone, basicly being a floating invisible nobody, and it hurts. For almost half of my life now, I have tried to make something of myself, to be something, and nothing has worked. I am neglecting stuff around me in an attempt to just feel like I can matter.

See how well that turns out...