User blog:Lady Pisces/Giving up...

Sometimes I don't know how much longer I can hold on, to hide the pain and crushing dispare. My family does not care about how I feel, I cannot open up to them without feeling talked down to and put on the spot. A close friend left me behind without warning, taking wiht him the only outlet for my sadness. I just feel so crushed and alone, like I have nothing left to live and fight for. My strength is failing me, I just want everything to end.